Hello, I am 31 years old. I have three children.  I lost my job 12-31-06.  I worked there for over three year just to be told they didn't need me anymore.  I have  been struggling for awhile to make ends meet on unemployment.  To make things worse I have had to deal with a teenage runaway.  I am doing all I can  and don't ask for help.  It is getting so bad I am afraid I am about to lose everything I have worked so hard for.  I am 1440 behind on rent 860 behind on car and 21/2 months behind on lights. Florida does not help their residents.  All the programs are months of waiting or on a phone to call a place that is out of funds.  I need help fast. and I am really struggling with the fact where is my God right now.  I am not really seeing anyone actually getting help on here someone please surprize me.  This is so terrible that life has gotten to this point.  I have never seen the rightous forsaken or their young begging bread.  So do something already.  I am beyond disappointed at this moment.  I am the person that takes care of the poor and now where is my help? 

After, being on here for about a week, I am so disappointed with the heart of man..  I have seen the most abrasive insensive ppl i have ever seen.  I don't know why this site was created. I was taught as a child to love others as you love yourself.  The law of God in a nut shell is to love you neighbor as yourself.  So why create a site to aid if you allow ppl to come on here and put down ppl for asking for help.  Does anyone know the point in life that you have to be to even do this.  I am not one to ask for help.  The very fact I am on here, to anyone who knows me, knows it is bad.  Just to let you know, this isn't a picnic.  This isn't a living, this is the last resort.  Then the ppl on here have the nerve to say God bless after they critize you.  Are you kidding me?  Please STOP disgracing his precious name and go somewhere where miserable heartless monsters go.  If you are here to help ppl and make a difference,  THANK YOU!!  You know what, all I hear is scams.  Well, I am sure there are ppl out there who are scamming and hitting the flames of hell in a blaze of force.  Instead of thinking who is out to take me, think about why is your purpose to do the real work of God HELP OTHERS.  Not that you shouldn't protect yourself but, don't let it stop you from doing a GOOD WORK.  If you are really here for the right reasons, pray that God forgive you for treating ppl less fortunate than yourself badly.  If you are here for real help cause crap happens in life,  don't listen to ppl like this cause there is real christians out there.  Those ppl that are doing this are not real christians and have no place or purpose on this aid page.  I promise they won't be in heaven where some of these unfortunate ppl they don't like will be. Yes ppl that need help in life go to heaven.  Sad when some peoples closest image of Christ is a sour puss saying God Bless.  Then they critize them for needing help.

When I get out of this, I will show you how and why real christians help.  I will get out of this.  No thanks to craby fake christians.  Real ppl with real hearts only need apply at this page.  When I feed homeless ppl do you think I regretted it? NO When I stop on the side of a road and give a homeless person money, do you think I reget it? NO!! I am lead by someone you don't know.  I pray for ya. YOU NEED IT!!  Sorry if this doesn't apply to you.  JUST SICK OF IT!!

I seen your comment on another site. You know i have been on both sides of the tracks. I know what it is like to be up and down. I started really poor as a child. I was determined to make something outta my life and, I was successful for a long time. And guess what crap happens. I think there is ppl out there who does nothing but look for others to do it for them. However, why complaint about ppl sob stories if i do nothing. I am amazed at the ppl that get on here and complain about ppl asking for help. It is bad enough that life would ever get to this point. I REALLY DON'T CARE THE HEAR ANYONE ELSE WHO THINKS THEY ARE SO HIGH AND MIGHTY COMPLAIN ABOUT SOMEONE NEEDING HELP. WHY ARE YOU ON HERE? WHAT IS YOUR POINT? I lost my very successful job get over it. YES , i need help and guess what I DON'T MIND ASKING FOR IT. How can these ppl actually say God bless. You don't know Jesus or God. HE WOULD NEVER I MEAN NEVER DO OR SAY THE THINGS I have heard on here. Don't disgrace his precious name another day. Get off this website and find I AM A HEARTLESS MONSTER.COM GOD GIVE AND HE TAKES AWAY WATCH OUT BEFORE YOUR HEARTLESS LIFE COMES TO A CRASHING END...........So the God that you bless humbles YOU and anyone else who is needing to be humble. Those humble beginning can and will return if ppl don't change NOW.

You know i have been on both sides of the tracks. I know what it is like to be up and down. I started really poor as a child. I was determined to make something outta my life and, I was successful for a long time. And guess what crap happens. I think there is ppl out there who does nothing but look for others to do it for them. However, why complaint about ppl sob stories if i do nothing. I am amazed at the ppl that get on here and complain about ppl asking for help. It is bad enough that life would ever get to this point. I REALLY DON'T CARE THE HEAR ANYONE ELSE WHO THINKS THEY ARE SO HIGH AND MIGHTY COMPLAIN ABOUT SOMEONE NEEDING HELP. WHY ARE YOU ON HERE? WHAT IS YOUR POINT? I lost my very successful job get over it. YES , i need help and guess what I DON'T MIND ASKING FOR IT. How can these ppl actually say God bless. You don't know Jesus or God. HE WOULD NEVER I MEAN NEVER DO OR SAY THE THINGS I have heard on here. Don't disgrace his precious name another day. Get off this website and find I AM A HEARTLESS MONSTER.COM GOD GIVE AND HE TAKES AWAY WATCH OUT BEFORE YOUR HEARTLESS LIFE COMES TO A CRASHING END...........So the God that you bless humbles YOU and anyone else who is needing to be humble. Those humble beginning can and will return if ppl don't change NOW.

I have always been the giver. I find it difficult to be in this sitution. I agree I love to give. If I had anything to give I would.

I am not judging you.....but it is not something I want to see. anything under your clothes is private. It is going to offend many people. I think it has to do alot with cultural differences. Never the less I wish your precious baby and you well.

Sorry you have had to go through all of this. I will pray for you and your family.

I have always been independent and don't ask for help. You are not intelegent or you wouldn't be on here doing that. There is not even one life who is free from times of trouble. Yours afraid is going to be really bad cause you have no heart toward those in need. I feel for you when that time hits cause you reap what you sow. OUCH